Angry mind or broken heart?

Numb or naive?

To adore someone
more distant than ever.

To know it’s not their fault
yet know you deserve better.

To lose hope,
and temper too.

To crave closure,
but hate the angst.

To feel furious,
and cry at the same time.

To want to break things
yet fall apart.

Is this an angry mind
or a broken heart?